Graduate School of Social Sciences
Sociology: Gender, Sexuality and Society
Coming out to Parents
Homosexuals’ Identity Management,
Family Lives and Social Lives in Shanghai
Master’s Thesis Sociology (73340018AY)
Supervisor: Paul Mepschen
Second Reader: Jan Willem Duyvendak
Hailin Zhang (12105716)
August 2019
Summary
This thesis looks at the homosexuals’ processes of coming out to parents, negotiated
consequences on family lives after coming out, and influence towards their social lives in
Shanghai, in order to not only present Chinese homosexuals’ living experiences of coming out,
but also provide a unique perspective to understand sexuality under Chinese familial and social
context, and further reflect contemporary Chinese societal transformations and problems. After
analyzing data collected via 17 interviews, it argues that homosexual children come out to their
parents under various circumstances, but the most significance is that it challenges the
presumed heterosexist life. Under the context of transformed family structures and new life
styles replacing the functions of marriage caused by economic development in Shanghai,
self-independence provides the possibilities and space for homosexual children to negotiate, and
eventually to reach compromises on family lives with their parents. Their further choices on
coming out or not in social lives have secured the stability of their current privileging life, and
thus produce a form of homonormative citizenship.
Table of Contents
CHAPTER 1: INTRODUCTION ... 1
CHAPTER 2: LITERATURE REVIEW ... 4
2.1 COMING OUT AS IDENTITY MANAGEMENT ... 4
2.2 COMING OUT AND FAMILY LIVES ... 5
2.3 COMING OUT AND SOCIAL LIVES ... 7
2.4 A CONCEPTUAL FRAMEWORK ... 8
CHAPTER 3: METHODOLOGY ... 9
CHAPTER 4: FINDINGS ... 11
4.1 PROCESSES OF COMING OUT TO PARENTS ... 11
4.1.1 Reasons to Come Out to Parents ... 11
4.1.2 Self-independence in Coming Out to Parents ... 12
4.2 CONSEQUENCES IN FAMILY LIFE AFTER COMING OUT TO PARENTS ... 13
4.2.1 Reactions from Parents and Current Situation after Coming Out ... 13
4.2.2 Consent on Not Coming Out to Others ... 14
4.2.3 Compromises in Family Lives ... 15
4.3 INFLUENCES ON SOCIAL LIVES AND COMING OUT IN PUBLIC ... 19
4.3.1 Coming Out in Social Lives ... 19
4.3.2 Homosexual Marriage and Coming out in Public ... 20
CHAPTER 5: DISCUSSIONS AND CONCLUSION ... 22
REFERENCES ... 25
Chapter 1: Introduction
This thesis is inspired by my own experience of coming out to my parents. Having been aware
of me being gay for more than 16 years, I had almost no trouble with embracing it in my life,
except coming out to my parents. Three years ago, I experienced the most dramatic moment of
my life when I eventually told them that I like boys. After several emotional days, my parents
told me that they need time to proceed it as no matter what I am still their son; but they had
two requirements: one is that I cannot tell anyone about my sexuality anymore, and another is
that I cannot get married, not even abroad, since “it is not allowed in China”; afterwards, they
did not speak to me for almost six months. Nowadays, my parents have gradually accepted my
sexuality in a way that we are now getting along as close as we were before my coming out,
except that we almost never talk about my love life. I would not say this is a successful ‘coming
out’; however, I am actually very satisfied, or even surprised, with the current closeness between
my parents and me and the fact that they do not nag me to get married with a woman or to have
a child, because I understand how difficult it is to come out to parents in China given the first
and foremost value of family in Chinese ideologies and the contradiction of being homosexual
in Chinese families.
Family is regarded as the most crucial element of Chinese society. “It is the center of most
social functions – political, financial, educational and recreational – and is the foundation of all
social relations” (Hsu, 1985, p. 96). However, the rapid development of economy, modernization
and urbanization of the society, as well as ‘one-child’ policy
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and large-scaled migration from
the rural to the urban, have brought immense transformation on contemporary Chinese family.
To be more specifically, the structural revolution on family income, family members’ occupation
and social status have subverted gender roles and generational influence in a family, thus
reshaped different family member’s views on values of marriage, ways of social welfare and
meanings of child birth, and further influenced family’s function, relationship and structure. It
is manifested as: a) nuclearization of families, that the form of ‘big family’ and the dominance
of clan is replaced by the form of nuclear family and autonomy of couple life; b) diversification
of marriage and family values, that traditional values of hierarchy and patriarchy is replaced by
free will of marriage and egalitarian mind of family members; c) individualization of family life,
that emphasis on the collective interests is replaced by emphasis on the individual’s; and d)
functionalization of marriage, that the symbolized meaning of marriage is replaced by its social
function towards gaining social welfare (Li, 2002, pp. 94–103). However, this is not a one-step
conversion; scholars also pointed out that China is currently in a transitional period that ‘old’
ideas and ‘new’ ones entangle, restrict and influence each other, thus forming a dualistic cultural
structure. For example, a study on contemporary Chinese family’s cohesiveness has shown that
younger generation has started deviating from their original homes due to their gap on culture
and values between the older generation, but the ethics of responsibilities related to
family-based culture that are deep-rooted in, and continuously educated, promoted by the society still
pushes them back to the traditions, especially when they come to the age of marriage and child
birth (Yang, 2011).
Contradiction between coming out as homosexual and being the son or daughter of a family,
under this context, becomes prominent. On the one hand, homosexual people have the inner
urge to tell how they are, especially to the family, and live the life they desire; on the other hand,
as a family member, especially when being the only child of their generation in the family,
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One-child Policy was legally enforced nationwide with a few exemptions at the end of 1970s. On 29
thOctober 2015, the
statement of Fifth Plenary Session of the Communist Party of China 18th Central Committee has announced that it will be
changed to a Two-child Policy. Source from: http://news.xinhuanet.com/banyt/2005-03/07/content_2661731.htm and
http://news.xinhuanet.com/finance/2015-10/30/c_128374476.htm.
Chinese homosexuals have to give a deep consideration on the possible outcome that their
coming out would cause on parents-child and family as they destroy family reputation, and fail
parents’ and family’s expectation on their marriage and birth of next generation to extend family
blood line. This contradiction, as I have experienced, inspired me to look at the processes,
consequences and influences of coming out for those homosexuals who have done that to their
parents. The significance of this topic lies at the gap between real life coming out experiences
of Chinese homosexuals and current unsatisfying sociological studies on ‘coming out’.
Most studies on Chinese homosexuals’ coming out are still based on Chou’s (2001) opinion
published almost two decades ago that Chinese homosexuals have to either risk breaking up
the relationship with their parents and come out, or keep their sexuality as a secret and maintain
family harmony. Things have definitely changed after so many years. The focus of current
Chinese homosexual community has transcended self-recognition and moved to the
embracement of their sexual identity and desires into everyday life (Rofel, 2007). According to
a UNDP (2016) report on sexual minor group in China, around 15% of participants in their survey
have come out to their family members. Coming out to their parents and remaining a stable
relationship with them, and even involving their partners into their homosexual family life, has
become a planned action or already a reality for more and more Chinese homosexuals. This
difference between current situation and previous point of view on ‘coming out’ to Chinese
families raises the first research question of this thesis: why do Chinese homosexuals come out
to their parents? The answer to this question will indicate what are Chinese homosexuals’
motivations, strategies and narratives to come out. Knowing Chinese homosexuals’ process of
coming out is not only a testification to existing literatures on ‘coming out’, but more
importantly, also the first step to understand their ways of dealing with sexuality versus social
acknowledgement on homosexuality, and internal self versus external social relationships.
Previous Western literatures on family-related ‘coming out’ topics mostly focused on its
influence towards individual mental development and elements affecting interpersonal
relationships between various family members
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, but rarely on living experiences and family life
shared together by all members. However, in China, sex-related issues, especially such as
marriage and child birth, is not only about an individual but more about the family. For example,
there is recently a trend in China that parents have gradually accepted their children’s
homosexual identity, and started to stand out and speak for their children, thanks to the work
done by PFLAG China (Parents, Families and Friends of Lesbians and Gays of China). It is now
one of the largest non-governmental and non-profitable LGBT organizations in China with
branches or groups in 60 cities, more than 3,000 volunteers, among which hundreds are parents,
and in total 50,000 participants for its activities
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. Its achievement is rather an alert for us that
the aspect of interaction between ‘coming out’ and family lives has been overlooked in
sociological studies of sexuality, especially under the complicated Chinese context of family
relationships. Thus, this thesis will take a dare to ask, as the second research question, how
Chinese homosexuals negotiate family lives with their parents after coming out. The answer to
this question will present how parents react to their children’s coming out, and how coming out
to parents and retaining family relationship in China is becoming a ‘mission possible’. It will
also reveal the strategies families take to cope with other relatives in the family and acquainted
people outside the family, and the compromises reached by parents and children for family lives,
especially on issues such as marriage, social welfare and child birth behind the seeming
accepting attitude of parents towards children’s sexuality. Reactions from parents regarding
children’s sexuality not only demonstrate the complexity of sexuality in Chinese families, but
also lead the way to explore the negotiation of sexuality in family lives. The contradiction of
ideas between homosexual individuals and their parents on family lives are demonstrations of
how sex and sexuality is understood differently intergenerationally in Chinese context; and their
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